Republic of Southern Sudan Graces the World & Reflection on Visit to the UN

During a visit to the United Nations I was reminded of Southern Sudan’s secession, which happened 2 days ago.  Finally southern Sudanese have their freedom.  It occurs a year or so after a referendum where over 90% voted for southern Sudan to become it’s own country.  After the bloody civil wars that engulfed Sudan during nearly all of it’s entire history as an independent country I’m happy to see something positive happen to the region that both sides embrace.  I just hope both sides find peace and a new rivalry does not begin between the two nation-states.

I visited the UN Headquarters in New York City and while I still have an aversion to working for the international organization, I was reminded how much I love international relations.  It truly is my passion and I really want to work in the field when I graduate from law school.

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Reflections On My First-Year of Law School… Part Two

I recently found out I have to re-take Criminal law and Torts in the fall.  I’m not happy about it at all but I suppose hardly any law student would voluntarily choose to repeat any part of their first year of law school.  The academic pressure is definitely on this semester as it’s do or die.  But as my Exam Skills professor told me a couple weeks ago “You’re here… you’re here… you’re here… and you’re not giving up.”  I’m realizing that counts for a lot as my professors and law school colleagues note our class size getting smaller and smaller.  Judging from reactions from lawyers I know, law professors and my fellow law students to my situation, clearly law schools differ in requiring students to repeat classes and academic disqualification.

Perhaps I’d be in a different situation at another law school but it’s crystal clear as my mom says “there’s more going on here than meets the eye.”  The politics within my law school or any school cannot be ignored and with our country’s economic situation not getting better, politics become ever more important.  My colleagues in the same situation as me are frustrated

Another thing I keep thinking about is my goal in all this.  Why am I going through all this trouble to get a JD?  Why am I preparing to repeat 2 classes, stay in school possibly a year longer than planned (not that the job market is that great right now anyway), devote so many hours pouring over books, briefing cases, outlining, taking practice exams in addition to going to class?  Because I want my JD.  I don’t necessarily want to be a lawyer, but I want to use my JD and all the skills I’m learning in law school in international relations/US Foreign Policy.

In preparing to repeat 2 classes and 1 2L class, I’m thinking about how Fall 2011 will be different than Fall 2010.  First off, I do not have my Master’s thesis to worry about.  That is DONE and I have the degree.  So law school will be my exclusive focus.  Second I’m able to get myself to and from school.  Having my driver’s license (and a car) really does make a difference.  Now I can eat lunch and stay on campus to study, or I can go to a restaurant closer to home for lunch and study, or I can come home, take a nap and then study and have time left in the day.  On days I don’t have class I can go to a restaurant or book store to study.

When I’m under stress my natural inclination is to withdraw and only think about the source of the stress.  I never want to leave the house and I end up not being productive and just sleeping.  Being able to get myself places helps but I need balance.  I need to play as hard as I work.  Luckily my parents are really great about this and help me find a balance between being a dedicated law student but allowing myself to relax and have a little fun so I don’t feel trapped.

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Reflections On My First Year of Law School

When I was applying to law school one of the things I emphasized on my application essay was my fascination for the law in how it penetrates every aspect of our lives.  That fascination remains but I am now sure more than ever that I do not want to practice law, ever.  It’s just not for me.  I appreciate the special nature of legal writing and hope it improves my writing ability.  I appreciate the practical knowledge studying the law gives me.  I even love discussing with my law school colleagues about how bizarre the law can be.  But the more I go through this process the more I look forward to the day when I get my law degree and move on to where my heart truly lies–International Relations/Law & American Foreign Policy.  That said, I’m excited to study Constitutional law as a 2L and am anxious to take a class on International law (I feel my career ambitions require it and the bits and pieces I’ve received leave me breathless for more).  I still feel the need to be in school but I’m looking forward to finishing my legal education and finding a job I love, that allows for growth and for me to start earning my own money (=D).

Reflecting on my first year of law school forces me to accept my limits, something which does not come easily to a competitor/perfectionist like me.  I put 100% effort into whatever I do and expect 100% results.  Whether that is the right or wrong approach I do not know but one thing that frustrates me about the law is how a lawyer can give a case or situation everything he or she has and still come out on the losing end, not because they weren’t a competent attorney but simply because a judge did not agree with them.  Depending on the case/situation this can be as simple as resolving a contractual dispute or something which can fundamentally alter the course of one’s life.  Either way that is not something I would enjoy encountering on a regular basis.

Reflecting on the past year also makes me consider how much of our lives is really under our control.  Though contradictory I’m sure, I believe life is affected by the choices we make.  At the same time there is some aspect of our lives outside our control; otherwise what gives someone a fascination with medicine and how the body works versus someone who loves writing and creating characters?  Every individual has a gift given to us by God.  When our mind recognizes we have found our passion God is telling us “this is your gift to the world–use it.”  We then have the choice to follow God’s calling and fulfill both our desires and God’s plan for us, or not.

This is not to say life will not get messy sometimes, we will wonder what the heck we are doing and if this is what God had in mind?  (I write this as a partial reminder to myself.)  But always, remember God knows all, sees all and NEVER makes mistakes.  We are created in His image and we are exactly where God wants us to be.  We may not like it, we may wonder will our lives always be like this, but we keep going.

The key is to never give up and keep your end goal in mind.

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Update on my life 5/30–Where Do I Go From Here?

I feel like I’m in a state of transition.  I found out I got an A- on my Master’s thesis and I should receive my diploma this week or next.  I got my driver’s license and a car (YAY!) so I’m getting used to driving myself where I need to go. I’ve begun my summer semester law classes and I’m looking forward to my second year of law school, being 2L Senator, focusing on internships and thinking about possible jobs after law school.

I feel like my whole family is in transition.  My younger sister just graduated from high school and will be attending college in the fall, so the house will be slightly different with her not around as much.  Luckily she won’t be too far.

Since last summer I immediately went to Brussels to intern after classes were over, I’m hoping to relax some this summer.  I want to do more things for myself.

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Update on my life 4/17

Finals are about 3 weeks away so I’ve been crazy busy and so nervous.  There’s so much going on in the world between Libya, Japan earthquake and other issues but I’ve been so caught up in law school I haven’t had time to think about them much less write about them.  But hopefully after finals are over I’ll have time to blog about these and other issues.  Good news is my Master’s thesis is done, I’m just waiting for confirmation from my university and my degree!  After 2 years straight of grad school no stop, I’m looking forward to having a real break although I will be taking 2 summer school law classes on research.  I’m still taking driving lessons since I didn’t pass my test the first time but I’m taking it again as soon as my finals are finished and hopefully I’ll pass, which will make my life slightly easier.

So that’s a small, yet concise update on my life.  Once finals are done I’ll be blogging on international issues, my first year as a law student and more relating to my life post-graduation.

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Black & White situation

Between getting through my second semester of law school, finishing my MA thesis and re-learning to drive, I have little time for much else let alone writing a blog every week but the crisis in Egypt and how the US is responding to it (or not) is a prime opportunity to see US Foreign Policy at work and I couldn’t resist!!

For seven days Egyptians have protested Hosni Mubarak’s 30 year rule.  Egyptians have long been discontented with Mubarak’s military-dictatorship.  The virtual-revolution began just after the heels of Tunisia’s similarly tyrannical government collapsed following a series of protests.  Each day brings more protests than the last.  The long-despised police are ineffectual and much rides on what the Egyptian army will do.  The army historically is very close to the government but is made disporportionately of the poor.  It remains to be seen whether the army will join the protesters and abandon Mubarak or fire against the people if the situation reaches that point.

Interestingly, protests against dictatorships in the Middle East are not confined to Tunisia and Egypt.  Jordan and Yemen reported protests this past weekend and some are comparing these movements for democracy to those in 1989 in Eastern Europe against the Soviet Union.  As the world watches a nation unite in their determination to transform their state from dictatorship to democracy eyes also turn to the United States–long-time allies of Mubarak.

American leaders praise Mubarak for making a peace agreement with Israel–the first Arab country to do so and for helping the US further its interests in the region.  Since it is anything but clear who will lead Egypt if and when Mubarak is ousted, the US certainly has reasons for wanting Mubarak to remain in power.  It’s also clear the situation in Egypt caught the Obama Administration completely off-guard despite many experts claiming such an uprising was a long time coming. That said the Obama Administration is scrambling to find a response that does not jeopardize American interests, yet does not make it look like America is supporting a dictator.

Obama and Hilary are trying to find a middle ground that does not exist.   There can be no either/or in this situation.  Egyptians are demanding human rights and a democratic government–rights Americans pride themselves in having.  No matter how Obama or Hilary tries to phrase it, the longer America waits to condemn Mubarak, the more it hurts our image.  In 2009 President Obama visited Egypt and hinted at Egypt becoming more democratic and extending more rights.  Obama looks hypocritical in only calling for reform and demonstrates why Egyptians (like a lot of the Arab/Muslim worlds) were skeptical of him to begin with.  All talk and no action.

The United Kingdom, France and Germany have already released a joint statement in support of the Egyptian people towards establishing a democratic government (though did not condemn Mubarak out right) yet US Vice-President Biden claims Mubarak is not a dictator and Secretary of State Clinton continues to speak well of Mubarak–all this despite widespread Egyptian frustration with America’s attempt to find a gray area in a situation that is clearly black and white.  Biden also asked how would our allies take it if we condemned Mubarak?  I say it would look like we mean what we say when we champion democracy and freedom of speech/assembly/association/expression and we have a standard that we hold our allies to.  It would demonstrate to Egyptians that they can count on us for support in their struggle for rights.  Understandably, the US is hesitant to jeopardize its interests in the region i.e. Israel’s security/oil however this approach means risking its credibility as a nation that supports democracy in every nation and as a friend/supporter to Arab peoples.

There are new developments in this situation everyday, the US government has time to change it’s position.  I hope it does so before it too much time has passed and an opportunity is missed.  Power to the Egyptian people!!

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Perpetuating American Ignorance

So much for a strong US-India relationship.  When Obama visits India next month he will not visit the Golden Temple, the spiritual center for Sikhs revered by Indians of all faiths.  The Golden Temple is one of India’s most popular tourist destinations and has been visited by Queen Elizabeth II, Stephen Harper and others.  The reason is because Obama is fighting off rumors that he’s a Muslim and Americans tend not to notice the difference.  Sikh men wear turbans but Muslim men do not but that didn’t stop a man from shooting a Sikh man just days after 9/11 thinking he was Muslim.  Sikhs in the US are disappointed because they have been trying to distinguish themselves because they are of a different faith.

Almost everything Obama does disappoints me but this is just sad and I’m not proud to be a citizen of a country that can’t understand anything that is not white and Protestant Christian.  In doing this, Obama is continuing to allow stereotypes to flourish rather than confront them head on.  Not what I would hope from the first nonwhite president of the United States.

Just another demonstration of what a disappointment Obama is.  Being realistic, the world’s two largest democracies need to forge a strong alliance.  No matter how Obama tries to downplay this, the US-India relationship will be affected.  How can our country hope form a strong partnership with India when our leader does not show simple acknowledgment of India’s diversity?

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